on walking

walking - isn't a bad thing to do

i mean - it's easy

it's good for you

it's a good thing to do in nice weather

especially if you have lived here since last November and HAVEN'T
EVEN BEEN DOWN THE STREET YOU'VE BEEN SO BUSY


yeah - walking isn't a bad thing to do

it could even become a habit - a healthy one


walking

friday night all alone blues

here i am on a friday night

nuthin' on tv

but - i tell myself a lot

things could be worse - ya see


for i have my trusty laptop

my little dvd player and the one that plays cd's

and i can paint to my heart's delight

well - these things satisfy me


sure i'm waiting for something better

but - aren't we all

i'm waiting for my prince to come

and he will Come - he's ten feet tall










after last night

a last word on committment

it is the mere act of committing oneself -

to someone or something - that becomes the Force

that moves the Spirit forward to the goal


that saves the Soul from the Failure - and from

the Backward Path - the Dreaded Retracing of Steps

into the Place from which One has so

Courageously - and Daringly - advanced


step by Painstaking step - toward the Ultimate Goal.

down is bad up is good

down is not good

up is good but not that bad

down is not good

up is good and not bad

down is not good up is

down is real up is real too











choose your own Real

on making a committment

making a committment is forever



~it's saying i'm going for it


~being committed is not not doubting


~it's about doubt then searching


~being committed is knowing and not going back


~it's about being committed











and taking a chance but not Really

Believe

To Believe Is Magic

But To Believe Is Not Easy

Believing is Staying The Course

Committing To The Belief

And Not Backing Down









not even from yourself

to go on

it is best to go on

to not go on is not good

these is always some way

to go on


just look around and find it

the way to go on

stay the course - and go on



do not stop


do not pass go



go on

the bad with the good

there is no good without bad

bad is a part of good

to know good bad is there too

but bad comes without good

some things are just bad

some things are good but not without bad

bad is part of good and makes good better


good is bad and bad good but bad not all good










good for good and good for bad good but not bad bad

giving it up

I'm not giving it up.

But I'm close to it.

But close is not there.

It is just close.


Giving it up is giving it up.

But just getting close is not giving it up.


So I'm not giving it up.

I'm just peeking over the edge - to see how it feels.







and looks

The Strength of Will

I didn't know how strong the Will could be -



until now.




And I Know - now -







that we must use our GOODWILL -








and if we don't - they were use their Bad -








Will








and we can't let that Happen






folks

the precipice of actualization

here i sit

on the precipice of actualization.


do i like it here?

no.



i only like it here if i know that before too long...

i will be able to know


that what i know is what will Be


what i have been longing for - will Happen.



I will not allow myself to give up -



for to give up is to lose


and to keep on striving is right


the time will come when i will know that i was right -



to Trust - and i will keep on Trusting until...


the time comes












and it will Come.